Tuesday, September 11, 2007

learn a new world

i live in orlando now. and i think i like it. one of the things talked about so much in my community is "learning a new world" its what i was trying to do this summer in asia. but no one told me it was going to be like that here.
i moved around a lot growing up and thought this transition would be as easy as any of those, but i was wrong. before when i left it was always with someone, with the exception of college, where there were tons of new freshman who didn't move with someone. and before i hadn't poured my life into others. its strange to be in a new place, without people you would jump in front of a bus for. i miss my friends, i miss the people who know me. not that i don't love getting to know new people, because i do.
i have to rely on the Spirit and that's just what i am going to have to do. everything is new and different. i'm glad that i don't have to learn a new language in order to survive here, but everything else is totally new.
i like new though. i can do new.

its just weird to still see the old. still talk to people who are doing the things i would be doing if i lived in muncie. and thanks to facebook, i even know what people are doing on the weekends. i get invited to see shows at the living room and i'm a little bummed that i don't get to go. but the Lord has me here, and i said i would go. so i'm going. praise the Lord that He allows me to go on His behalf to the ends. only by His grace.

1 comment:

James said...

so you're saying you hate us.
great sims, that's the kind of spirit we need on this team.

i kid i kid, but seriously, do you not like us?

i'm just messin! you're a great addition to our team. you have added so much fleir already! we are stoked to have you here. before you know it, you'll be a veteran travel teamer and will be having this exact conversation with a new batch of interns! time flies when you're, well, flying (acorss the world that is).

now, we just need to get you on your first trip!